Wierd! have you ever got the stressing feeling that you want to say or do something but when the time is rightyou just can't? Well, this has happened to me today. I was watching the Mediterranean while the sun was going to its final destination. I had a lot of emotions. I remembered how silence can be the most expressive thing at all. I enjoyed the feeling of closing my eyes and listen really hard and hear.......nothing actually; i could hear nothing. it was as if the whole universe stood still. it was liek as if everything was contributing in a silent worship. it was more like a prayer that came from the deepest point of someone's heart. It was a moment of unquestionable faith, a complete faith and nothing else.
I have never felt this safe, maybe not through my whole life. I could never think that I caould enjoy silence this much. I even stopped breathing, afraid to disturb this magnificentand unbelievable moment. I wished to stop my heart from beating even if this ment to die; actually maybe this would be great, if i could do it. I mean, what is more great than to die during a complete moment of silence? I wished for it by my whole existance but my wish was not granted, God knows why!!!!!!!! Anyway, during this moment all kinds of ideas came to me. I thought about all different kinds of journeys: the journey of the sun, a journey of an ant, a journey of a child and reached one conclusionin each and every journeythat every journey must have an end, it is sad i know but what can i say? I am a sad personor maybe a sad girlfacing a moment of truth or ......... a moment of silence!!!!!!!!