Everybody hits me. Everybody is running. Everyone wants to be in some place else rather than the place he is in now. They hit me. They run. I have to stop to make them pass. I have to stop. I have to stop to not being on their way. I have to stop. They can hurt me. I am invisible to them. They do not see me. I have to stop. They want to go through me; they would if they could. It would be much easier to them to just go throuhg me; but they hit me and i have to stop. It hurts. It fills me with pain and i have to stop.I want to say No! You should stop Not me, and i say it but nobody listens. My voice is lost. My voice is wasted in the noise........too much noise. Even I cannot hear my own voice. What a pity! I have to stop and listen. Maybe i'll hear it. They are keeping me from my way home, but no one cares, no one knows, no one understands. I know that i should explain but to do that ......I WILL HAVE TO STOP.
The lights are off. I can see nothing. They hit me. they push me. they cannot see me. Oh yes they can; sure they can. I do not know how but they can. I stumple on the road. It is rough. I will fight to go on. I will go on. They hit me. I fall. They look at me. They laugh. I try to stand. I am on my feet. I go on. yes i go on but they hit me again. I fall. I cry. They laugh. I try harderto stand. I am on my shakey feet. I make few steps. they hit me. I fall. I cry. tears run on my cheeks. It burns my soul. They laugh. I fight to stand. I'm half way on my feet,but they hit me again. My feet bleed. my face is wet and red. I'm on my knees. They do not laugh any more. they are busy but they hit me and i can't get up. I give up. They look at me. They despise me They say "quiter", they say "loser" , they say "weak", but i can't get up. I do not want to try. They say "remove her. She is blocking our way". I cried.......Tears are all what come out of me. i can see home. It is light there.I want to go on. I want to get up. I try. but I have to stop. The pain is unbearable. I scream. Take me home.........I do not want to stop. Does any one listens?! Could anybody hears?! I do not think so, thus i have to stop.



last words:
do not you ever stop.